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Sleeperland

by Caleb J. Murphy

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1.
V1 My neighbor gives me alcohol Like bottles of wine We’ll share a drink or two Talk about our lives He puts out his cigarette Looks off and smiles Says “the day is so tiresome So i sleep well at night” he said “I raised my kids even though they weren’t my blood I have played my hand with the hands I got Here” V2 The lady who lives upstairs leaves her door cracked welcomes the small parade Of 2 or 3 stray cats And she smokes the pain away hides from herself But I see it in her eyes She’s been through many hells She said “I moved around a lot Can’t wait till I go home Cause I’ve wrung enough with the hands I got Here” V3 Sometimes I disappear Cause it’s all just too much The crowds and open space The indifference and love then the teapot will scream at me And I’ll harmonize along Welcome the early day Hope I don’t get it wrong Because I swore to myself That my kids won’t be me So I’ll hold their hands with the hands I got Here I will play my hand with the hands I got here
2.
Stick Around 02:35
V1 People call me brave But I ain’t ever worn a cape They all see my face Only in the light of day And you know it’s quite comfy Down here on the kitchen floor I know folks who love me But I can’t figure out what for CH Maybe I’m brave enough for now Maybe it’s brave to stick around V Of all the heroes I think Batman is the best He’s totally normal With just some armor on his chest And I’m pretty average I’m 5’10” and a half I think I’ll be okay The Joker kinda makes me laugh OUT maybe I’m brave enough for now Maybe it’s brave to stick around maybe I’m brave enough to stand Maybe it’s brave to hold your hand
3.
V1 When my eyes open Awash in light from Another morning alive I wanna hear you laugh I wanna hear you cry Just wanna hear you use your lungs Call it god, call it happenstance, a second chance But I can’t lose you I can’t lose you I can’t lose you again CH Oh bless these heavy arms For they must lift this heart V2 When I close my eyes I can see your life Tiny ember set ablaze You’re still laughing and You’re still crying and You still breathe another day Call it luck, call it fortunate, a barely miss But I can’t let you I can’t let you I can’t let you go OUT Oh bless your sturdy heart It surely lifts these arms
4.
V1 Sometimes at night I sit alone Turn out the lights, put away my phone And I swear I hear you breathing deep Do you do that too or is that just me CH If I can’t be where you reside Then I claim where you stand as mine Cause I find my home goes with you V2 I fear you’ll drift if I don’t hold tight I got it in my head that somehow you’re mine Shall I use my palm and try to drink the sea? Even if I could, it would never be BR I'm splintered and broken I'm split right in two I’ll pick up these pieces And build it with you If only in my mind OUT Cause I find my home goes with you
5.
Sleeperland 03:11
V1 Oh I come to Hands on the wheel of my '13 Ford It's me and you I'm zoning out and you're acting bored I don't remember The last hour, the last years, did I hurt you bad? You grab my hand: "Did you get lost down in sleeperland?" V2 I lied to you When I swore I was listening But here's the truth I was afloat in my daydreaming I'm alone there in my comfort, no adventure can startle me You say, "understand Dreams are but dreams down in sleeperland" BR You had to break the news: "Life won't stand in line for you Time is dripping through the stars now you gotta wake up" OUT You gotta wake up Please wake me up from this sleeperland
6.
Start A War 02:48
V1 I want you to come at me like they did in Normandy Any less and I’m gone Like a boy in Neverland, you and your favorite rock band Any less and I’m gone CH Charge my shore Or say goodbye today Start a war It’s the only way To get me to stay It’s the only way V2 Take a march around my home Like they did in Jericho Any less and I’m gone Let me hear your trumpet blast Let me know your love will last Any less and I’m gone OUT Any less and I’m gone
7.
Maybe Then 02:48
CH When I wake up The morning is there Like a dog or a friend who cares When I close my eyes I hope to see it soon Maybe then my anger will be gone V I got this fire deep in my bones It’s not ideal but I get by Its a venom down in my soul The remedy is a little time
8.
Trying 03:16
V1 At your table in your home I’m not able to feel your love You said “tell me that you care” Swear I do but I sat and stared CH I’m trying so hard these days To stop lying, saying I am okay I’m furious I don’t know how I feel Curious when a breakthrough will be real I’m trying If there’s a god he knows I’m trying V2 I am swimming in the ocean This is feeling my emotions I don’t like it, it’s dark down there Let me come up, up for air
9.
Slow Goodbye 02:55
V1 What a thing to see A loved one’s fading scene while the film just carries on The writers look away When characters die off But I never closed my eyes What a strange idea To care for someone else Just to let them go Maybe we were born To walk each other home Well I’m glad we got to meet CH We’re running out of time Yet it drags along So play another song And say a slow goodbye V2 I think we all know Getting old is getting old And so is being young Age is like a thief Steals away our years So I’ll take mine with you
10.
V1 I own my father’s books They’re all that I ever took From him when he died But I don’t think he’ll mind now I fought my father’s wars But I can’t figure out what for So I think I’ll concede He don’t care, he’s fast asleep CH I’ve done it your way I’ve loved all your shade But I think it’s time I go Instead of living inside yours I’ll cast my own shadow V2 I have my mother's teeth People say that they can see Her when I turn a smile Except I’ve been feeling sad a while I did my parents' drugs I took them in the name of love But I like being clean I like feeling finally seen

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released September 1, 2023

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